Something’s (Still) Afoot & Heaviness

I know y’all just heard from me 36 hours ago, but there’s a heaviness in our home right now that is thick and messing with both Allen and I, so I wanted to send out an SOS for prayer!  I am not sure the root cause for Allen, but for me some of it stems from frustration over the PayPal thing. I feel like I’m being re-tested in an area I thought I passed a couple years ago.

If you’d asked me a month ago if I looked to D4Y as my provision, I’d have said no. I realize now that I would have been unintentionally lying to you because now with the possibility of removing or lessening that income as a very real threat, I feel the reaction that causes in my heart. And stronger than any fear about that (like how will we pay bills/eat/live) is the desire to burst into tears of frustration because we already DID this test!!! Anyhow, prayer for both of us for peace, wisdom, etc greatly appreciated.

Back in May I did a Something is Afoot post. I felt shifting but didn’t know to what. Well, 6 months later I still feel like the ground hasn’t settled and I don’t understand why I am not catching the vision of where we’re heading… is it that He hasn’t given it yet? Or am I missing it? Struggling against an overwhelming desire to throw in the towel and just give up.

Thank you all as always for being a safe place to be raw and vulnerable. Praying blessings over each of you today!

7 thoughts on “Something’s (Still) Afoot & Heaviness

  1. Oshoto odabeshta etesheta ata desheta… that’s me praying in tongues.
    Lord, I just come to you in prayer right now. Bring Meghan to still waters.
    I take down the spirit of discouragement through the blood of Christ. With Meghans authority I shift the atmosphere in her home. I release a peace and a comfort to her enviroment both in her and her husbands bodies and out side thier bodies. Holy Spirit release your wind… blowing back the fires of darkness that would try to consume. I release hope…. right now, right now, right now. Joy and Rest, Peace and Security!!!!
    In Jesus’ Mighty Name!!!

  2. Meghan,
    First let me say I stand in agreement with these other mighty prayer warriors!

    Second let me say, do not feel alone.
    This attack you are feeling is happening to others in the body as well. I feel that we are making such strides towards our Father and showing other His love, grace, mercy and power to the world that the enemy is doing EVERYTHING he can to bring us down. Well the Good News is….the enemy CAN’T win. Our God (Father, Abba, Daddy, King, etc.) is mightier in ALL aspects!!! Know that you and Allen are not alone and we all stand shoulder to shoulder and back to back protecting and fighting for each other!

    Our shield of Faith covers the one to our right or left and we fight in harmony and perfect sync. We are not just the front line, we have each others back!!!!!!!

    Abba, please provide clarity, spiritually, emotionally, & physically for Meghan & Allen. Let them stand strong in their faith in You. Provide avenues of provision above and beyond any measure they can possibly understand, fathom, or expect. They are your beloved children and they are boths Kings in your Kingdom as you are the King of Kings!!!!!!

    Bring discernment of those things unclean that may have entered their home so that they can call them by name and cast them out (I see darkness related to your step-son’s presence in your house). Guide their every step, as they entered your presence during Sukkot, may they stay in your presence and be filled to overflowing with your love, Grace, mercy, blessing and provision!

    In the name of YahShua Ha Mashiach (Jesus the Messiah) I pray!

    Amen

  3. Amen Elaine!

    After reading this post several times and pursing the Lord in prayer on your behalf, I have been reminded of the D4Y print “Stand Fast”. I went to the site and pulled up the page with this art piece and it pretty much embodied everything I have been praying!

    “Count it all joy… when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” – James 1:2-4

    I know that there is a place inside of you Meghan where the fruit of your faith lies, it has produced the ability for you to stand fast! I pray that you are able to meet the Father in this place and let that spirit of steadfastness flow and have it’s full effect! May His provision be released in His complete timing and will, and let no unclean thing try and bind what God has already granted Meghan.

    As you have set your face like flint towards the Father, may your vision and mind become clear, purposed, and open to His knowledge. Bless Meghan dear Lord with the wisdom she has been seeking and continue to bring strength to her and Allen as they stand on Your promises no matter how good or or bad things appear in the natural. Your word and covenants with them supercede every temporal thing, may Your ever present love help secure them to these things which You have called into being. Not by might, nor by power, but by His spirit!

    Thank you Lord for anchoring us through Your sacrifice on the cross that allows us the fullness of a relationship with You! You are the witness tree for us! Thank you Lord for blessing Meghan and Allen’s home with an atmosphere of refreshing, comfort, and assurance. In Jesus name and by His blood I pray all these things … Amen!

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