Pruning

After much prayer and counsel, Dyed4you Photo has quietly disappeared. Additionally I’ve archived off all the Dyed4you Music efforts and taken that offline as well. And Dyed4you Ministries has been pruned but not removed – the blog portion was taken down since it largely referred to things that have gone away (e.g. MorningStar, Dyed4you Photo) and the portions mentioning speaking engagements since that never really developed into anything despite a season with a lot of inquiries. Continue reading

Walking Through My Past

Since it’s been a week and since my last update was pretty raw, I figured an update was in order.  My apologies because I meant to do this a few days ago, but have been holed up (not in a bad way).

I finally met the Lord head on and quit avoiding Him with what He was digging at, so it’s been a productive week (the blog I just posted attests to that).  The Lord told me to go back and read all my journals, in order.  There’s 19 handwritten journals starting in 1987 going up through 2007ish. In 2004ish I started doing some journaling electronically so I’m coming back to those (I have about 1000 electronic entries, so it’s no small task).  I also have a 300+ page book I compiled of journal entries/words spanning the bulk of my marriage testimony. Continue reading

Messy Heart

Since two of you pinged me within 5 minutes of each other, I figured I’d better go ahead and send an update!  And please forgive me because this is another raw Meghan-focused post. It is so difficult for me to be honest about this because historically I help everyone else in their messiness, but when I need help either no one is there or willing, or they are too busy one-up’ing me to be helpful. This taught me it’s not safe to need others to help me, which is of course not true and not good, but my heart struggles with it nonetheless. Continue reading

Frontline Warriors & Book

I wanted to share what the Lord showed one of you about you guys – the D4Y prayer covering.

She saw the prayer covering team and felt the deep strength, power of unity, grounding. Like a Stonehenge front line – impenetrable strength and power. Fierce, strong like Braveheart. Not like a circle, a front line – like in battle. Fearsome. Continue reading